week 2 of holiday

week 2 of holiday is coming to an end. today is friday.
totally bad start to the day. woke up by my mom shouting at me to go for a morning run. i slept about midnight last night, having only slept for 3 hours (3 restless hours) the previous night. went back to sleep only to wake up again to help my mom (shouting again) with the printer. why is it that her voice causes such headache to me?!

monday went on a shopping spree with stella. tuesday is a rest day and my working day. wednesday is my highlight of the week. the gathering well missed by all. its the first time all of us went out together driving. hee. nice nice. cool cool feeling. but somehow i feel that things have changed. we no longer seem so carefree anymore. our status changed. i'm still waiting for mine to change. resolution for the new year: to get my status changed. to have something of importance to chip in to the group. to help koko to change her status too. lets all work together. hee. and lets get into the group of non-singles blissfully blessed.

its such a dejavour experience on wednesday night, yet so refreshing. the comfort of having my close friends nearby. driving around, finding our way to kallang wasn't a total new experience since we've gotten lost quite a couple of times. somehow i miss all the hugs and kisses, they are still being missed i think. maybe we're all too tired, maybe we're all too exhausted either by that night or by the days we've been leading. i somehow still miss those days where we have our pillow fights, our small carefree drinking session. are we getting too grown-up already to be doing such small silly things? can we have another round? somehow i think what was said was quite true, someday there is the chance of missing us one by one to our halves in life. no complaints here just remarks. i miss all the talks, the fun, the simplest of all interactions, the crying, the relief of pent-up stress, the plain crap session, the in-depth talks. sigh. but i still enjoyed the day. the ktv session, the dinner, lunch, the drive, the dancing, the small chat session.

is it just me or are you all feeling the same? should i even voice it out?
i don't really like growing up. takes the fun away.